If only..

Syasya message me this morning, asking whether i can join them this Friday to Sentosa for a Beach outing. I didn't reply. Cause i cant join them. And i didn't want to go. The reason is simple, firstly what if they going to bombard me with a major number of questions. And secondly its been a long time since i last saw them. Thirdly I can't let them see me in this state. Gosh! Seriously i feel not so good. Xiaotian got no time for me, so does Sue. Seriously I'm bored, And i don't want to go out with Brandon. Although he's got the Japanese look, he's handsome. But he is so irritating. Sometimes I wonder whats wrong with him. Although he is my friend. i must admit he is a lecher!. seriously this guy is a hardcore playboy. Not my type at all. He shows interest in me. but sorry i have to reject you. I think I'm the first girl to reject him. Guess he's not satisfied with my answer. So he is persistent about getting me. Sorry no can do. Why do i have to meet this kind of guy. Wonder whats my fate. If only its David and not Brandon.. sign.