Soo random

When out with 'Xiaotian' and 'Stephanie' today. When to Cathay Cineleisure to catch a movie, 'Coming Soon'. Its the second time i'm watching the Movie. The first time was with a collegue of mine by the name of 'Ezel'. But we had fun together today. I went crazy at meeting this two loveable girls. Sadly the reason why i went bonkers and super crazy today is because i wanted to forget the feelings i had for him. i'm really trying to suppress it. Its seem so hard to forget. Im one of does heartbroken girls trying to cope with the stress and diffculties. And Yes im suffering from Eating Disorder. Im not proud of it nor Do i want it to happen this way. Beside Having the stupid disorder i actually have asthma. What a shitty life im having right now. Should not blame him nor should i pin point him. I hide the fact that i got asthma for so long from everybody and that included my Ex-boyfriend. I can still remember when he went to Bangkok with his friends, that second day of his trip i suffered asthma attack. I can still remember how i secretly went to the doctor with 'Brandon'. Doctor scolded me , i can still remember vividly what he said ' Miss do you think i want to see you here again. Why are you so sturborn. Refrain from going near a smoker. it will worsen your condition'. I just laugh and said to him. relex la. you are more worst then my dad. .....Im so random again....