Negative..

I've been feeling so negative recently, I've no idea. I was about to go crazy with all does nonsensical. What should i do. I'm feeling so depressed over my body, I'm not satisfied over my own body. I wish i was slimmer and slender with luminous beautiful face. But I'm not. Going shopping with 'Sue' was stressful for me. She's slim and beautiful while I'm not. Going shopping with her, Sales Person will always compare me to her.