Not suppose to Happen

6 July 2009, I'm feeling so shitty today!!!(arrgh)!!. Seriously it's the worst day ever. My P.M.S mood was the first to knock on my door. So many problems so many issues to deal with, at this rate I'm going bonkers soon. Yes i know every single human being living in this earth has loads of problems to deal with everyday but i can't help on emphasizing my problems. Something happen at work today, a scenario which was not suppose to happen but it did and I can't help but feel helpless. I've been bottling up my feelings for god damn to long. Finally it happen, the moment which i dread the most.I burst out crying in public( NOT SUPPOSE TO HAPPEN) due to overly extremely hyper sensitive mood. In my heart i was condemning myself for crying and being utterly useless