I Just Got To Rant It Out...

I do not know what to do right now. My life is in a mess i feel so screwed. My breaking point is so near i am afraid. I just feel like giving up. I cannot hold on anymore. It is hard for people to understand me or view my perspectives. I am a complex organism and the list goes on. I am so stressed up it is hard to move on. Problems after problems. These are no more challenges that i can undertake but hurdles that pulls me down. My mood swings are haphazard and attacks innocent victims. These days my temper and emotions are random but frequent. There are so many times i felt suicidal. Damn what was i thinking..........